(Originally titled: "Heaven's Scent")
A cold March
wind danced around Dallas as the doctor walked into Diana Blessing's small
hospital room. It was the dead of night and she was still groggy from surgery.
Her husband, David, held her as they braced themselves for the latest news.
That rainy afternoon,
March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only twenty-four weeks
pregnant, to undergo emergency surgery. At twelve inches long and weighing only
one pound, nine ounces, Danae Lu arrived by cesarean delivery.
They already
knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like
bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said as kindly as
he could. "There's only a 10 percent chance she will live through the
night. If by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very
cruel one." Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor
described the devastating problems Danae could face if she survived.
She would
probably never walk, or talk, or see. She would be prone to other catastrophic
conditions from cerebral palsy to complete mental retardation, and on and on.
Through the dark hours of morning as Danae held onto life by the thinnest
thread, Diana slipped in and out of drugged sleep. But she was determined that
their daughter would live to be a happy, healthy young girl. David, fully
awake, knew he must confront his wife with the inevitable.
David told
Diana that they needed to talk about funeral arrangements. But Diana said,
"No, that is not going to happen. No way! I don't care what the doctors say,
Danae is not going to die. One day she will be just fine and she will be home
with us."
As if willed
to live by Diana's determination, Danae clung to life hour after hour. But as
those first rainy days passed, a new agony set in for David and Diana. Because
Danae's underdeveloped nervous system was essentially "raw," the
least kiss or caress only intensified her discomfort, so they couldn't even
cradle their tiny baby. All they could do, as Danae struggled beneath the
ultraviolet light, was to pray that God would stay close to their precious
little girl.
At last, when
Danae was two months old, her parents were able to hold her for the first time.
Two months later, she went home from the hospital just as her mother predicted,
even though doctors grimly warned that her chances of leading a normal life
were almost zero.
Today, five
years later, Danae is a petite but feisty young girl with glittering gray eyes
and an unquenchable zest for life. She shows no sign of any mental or physical
impairment. But that happy ending is not the end of the story.
One blistering
summer afternoon in 1996 in Irving, Texas, Danae was sitting in her mother's
lap at the ball park where her brother's baseball team was practicing. As
always, Danae was busy chattering when she suddenly fell silent. Hugging her
arms across her chest, Danae asked her mom, "Do you smell that?"
Smelling the
air and detecting a thunderstorm approaching, Diana replied, "Yes, it
smells like rain."
Danae closed
her eyes again and asked, "Do you smell that?"
Once again her
mother replied, "Yes, I think we're about to get wet, it smells like
rain."
Caught in the
moment, Danae shook her head, patted her thin shoulder and loudly announced,
"No, it smells like him. It smells like God when you lay your head on His
chest."
Tears blurred
Diana's eyes as Danae happily hopped down to play with the other children
before the rain came. Her daughter's words confirmed what Diana and the rest of
the Blessing family had known all along. During those long days and nights of the
first two months of her life, when her nerves were too sensitive to be touched,
God was holding Danae on his chest, and it is His scent that she remembers so
well.
A letter from Danae's mom:
http://texasbobsworld.org/ltr_danaes_mom.htm